and the extended version, as audio is here…
for ” the record ” …i never explain myself, if i can help it.
But at one point in this discussion i mentioned that i had still ‘ done pills here and there ‘ i’m just 100% honest because maybe this could help someone. But that isn’t meant to imply that i still had the mentality where i could lose myself in them and keep doing them. That is old behaviors that are always there; making pretty faces at you and showing you their tits while you’re looking away all ashamed…if i did finally go to the hospital, which i don’t…it was only because i finally caved after probably weeks and weeks of excruciating back pain, but then told myself, it’s ok. I am very strong. Others might not be able to do that so i don’t recommend that. Pain pills are a distraction from the pain because you are high, and most likely can finally pass out after days of not being able to sleep. That is a fact whether or not some people agree. I speak from experience. But everyone’s experience can be different. Yours is your own, but you can relate to another’s and maybe get some help right there.
Always remember, sharing straws is just as bad if not worse, than sharing needles. Actually, most junkies are clean people because they like their drug so they are actually more careful about stuff. You wouldn’t understand until you were there…but that is true. Pill heads don’t care who uses their straw, so never use theirs. Another thing to remember is that there is no vaccine for Hepatitis C; which is a virus.
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